15/12/2011

ohhh~my university girl mostly ady got bf before come in, making single man become disappointed (ohh~)

that's why they will defend their self so strong so that no boy can tackle them.... maybe they're have strong relationship....i always the slowest to know that girl like another or understanding girl real attitude, because woman can be very kind to u in front of me but actually they using fake heart, not same like guy........

I started to wonder my family why still don't have any cousins or my sisters have patner? 8 of us only got 1 cousin got bf (although i think the boy very suck because no good in making relationship with others)

maybe all too focus on studying and working i guess...all are expert, that's why i also try my best to work out to become high skilled and knowledgeable guy in future (i know after 10 years my life will change from one kopitiam crazy kid become consultant or boss)....high ambition, childish but because of my childish making me can overcome any fear or dare to imagine any difficult that people cannot withstand...

okok, one of my cousin was secretary of very big company with high salary (no bf) and hold MBA, my cousin was study Phd master in International Law in Tokyo University (next year ady finish)(no bf), my older sister who was ACCA holder with high salary (no bf), my cousin who was consultant of engineering firm with high salary oso (no gf), me study bachelor degree in  mechatronic engineering at University Malaysia Pahang (Najib University,lol) (no gf), my younger sis study as teacher (no bf), my cousin who study diploma in computer sains, pro in computer field(really very pro,dude) (no bf)!!!!!

what's going on this world huh, those ppl are expert ady but still dont have patner!! problem!!! maybe we all don't know how to engage and hold one patner~ GOD, what is ur plan with those guys?

i saw one of my college fren facing some experiences almost same with me, very sad very sad cases on gf..... but he looks funny and steady, making conclusion for this, funny guy always have some own story that always super sad than nobody can understand~

tonight i can't sleep because i dreamed of some dream (i forget ady), and cannot sleep, thinking why i still don't have gf? i nervous because everyone around me ady got gf and bf ady......think think think, i got cars, houses, money(really is my own property)..... face very suck but not geli and i can do lovely to my gf...... then why i dont have gf?? i had strong muscle but not big body, i not gonna scold ppl unless was too nonsense, i can handle any pressure and i won't complain unless i cannot withstand that people (mostly is lanci ppl and when call to work also very losers)

sad...i oso dono where is my problem....if i know then i dont need stuck at this status....actually got one senior like me, but i using my feeling and my feeling tell me i don't want this relationship (1989 and 1990 relationship),ok?

where is the love? i dont believe in yuan feng because i know all kind of yuan feng was made from human action.....!!! i get it ady, maybe i had less action and always stay with boys, then don't have space or time to chat with girl.....i need to have action!!!!but 1st, i need to study my book 1st to get 4.0 for 1st semester, lol!!!!

endless thought, i can write whole day without stopping because my writing speed same with my mind thought, can write anything that i think of, good night~