i need to release myself from love story, after 1 year of no gf~ pls release myself, i accept myself and forgive myself......
I will have exam after 1 week from today, i want to accept my face is not healthy but my heart is healthy, i promise i will always smile although i know ppl dislike to see my scar face...i accept that i have healthy body and replace my face....
i accept that ellice is not write blog about me~i let myself to be ok to know that i lose my love from her...because already too long from nw....i accept that nobody gonna find me get back my love....i accept that i really can make a fren with smile only if i can meet her...i accept that i let go of love anymore...
my broken heart is recovered since i everyday see on the mirror that reality~i accept that my heart is full of missing her and full of high ambition.....i still have many way to go~i got many step to go before i success..
everything start with zero at here....i dont have my own life yet until i finished my study after 4 years...the world will change a lot when i come out, so i also need to change the way of thinking
i accept that i always think of sex, so i need to change let myself to understand that helping ppl is good thing, not because of benefit sometimes.... is about helping someone who really need help, i accept that i will have big problem on this process, try to control myself!!!!
world have changed after diploma, penang working, and come to pahang to study, i cannot using old thinking to work out everything...i need to overcome myself and love myself.... got many things don't have reason to do, and don't have benefit to do, follow my goal and change my heart feeling...
i sometimes will miss her and if got chance again, i never let go, i wait for chance or i can keep going on if i don't have chance at all.... but nw i think is no chance at all....
i think i changed a lot but is too late to get back to her side anymore....ppl will changed after losing something...
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