I admitted that once I want suicide because of loneliness~
the power of loneliness very hard to against it, I tried and tried, because of my parents I won't do it because I know them love me
not because I want famous or what, but this world don't have space to let me express my weakness when I wanted the most~
not because I was weak guy but sometimes when you want talk to the most but she still think you are not care about to her~How shame to me!
I almost going to someplace that I will working alone and very hard but now I faced this kind of mental problem~
Everyone got his/her own primarily person to share thing~me? I don't know why I at this world anymore~ to be rich? to be famous?
none of them~I'm nothing, getting high education and learn so many knowledge, ALL USELESS~using to earn money so what?
rm3000 for monthly salary,so what? all I have done made me unhappy~ Can I know what the hell I live for?
No one, live for myself only, WTF, I just want to kiss someone now~Can you imagine that lonely guy open contact number but all of them not part of his life after what he chasing in life that he wanted~ money can't buy relationship at all!!!
relationship and money are not related~ I finally understand money and relationship!!!! can someone share her heart with me~I will love her forever~
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