i love my family~

listen to music~love my family members forever, they r my everything, i love them without let them know, everytime i argue,suffer, do wrong at home, i still feel good when think back those days, not same as outside world~ all i want to thank you is that u let me live at restaurant, let me understand so many things than another dont know, everyday talk to different kind of people, seeing people pass away, seeing many kind of people in this world~

i a bit girly but i understand this call kindness~when i angry i really release all my anger without stopping, i m unpredictable but u all still accept me, let me understand what is called home, next time when i build home i will build more better than you and stronger than u~ i hardworking to pursue my career,i nw take the job at b.braun (100 years  company), i will keep up going until i can afford myself, i nw learning cnc,many kind of machine~

but life for engineering is very man, all man inside my company and i dont know to chase girl yet, gf is very hard to settled~i born to be silent and shy guy, dono why, maybe i think i not good enough to conquer yet~i want to be the best before i shout out i pro!~

nobody understand me, i'm the LEO, must no.1 in everything, if i lose, i will become silent and disappointed......i want girl to love me more than me~but this kind of girl ady gone, must be like this "how hard i try to let her happy but she always better than me"............ i must humble when i know the thing well because i dont want to show off, i very weirdo to this world~ nobody understand me, but my family~